i've been feeling just a little.... suspended.... the last few days. not quite unbalanced, and not quite unsettled... more of a sense of mild disconnectedness and incompleteness.
it hasn't been anything terribly disconcerting, just a sort of noticing being adrift when what I wish to be feeling is a strong connection and immersion.
life is doing its thing without my being quite ready for the in between, i guess.
the garden is almost done.
the pool is almost warm enough for swimming.
the roses are almost blooming.
the days are almost summery.
the Cousins are almost gone (gone to us, we spent the day with them yesterday and said goodbye last night)....
today i need to dig deep and practice absolute mindfulness, i think.
connect with everything that i am doing.
breathe it in with every part of me.
sounds like a good place to start.